Sunday, January 3, 2010 @ 3:33 PM
LYNETTE.KUA in the house :)
To my Dearest 1E1,
Its 2010, this post was suppose to be meant for 2009. Yes, i know this is a class blog, i'm not suppose to post about how i feel... but i just think ... OKAY, feel like it! :P
At the start of 2009, i don't know what was the impression that i gave you all. According to "someone" (-.-), he/she said that i just kept smiling and he/she thought i'm those... retarded person. -.- It's okay, cause i don't really bear grudges :/ The biggest surprise of all was actualyl that you guys voted me, as a Monitor. I still remember clearly, Matin sabo-ed me, and "WOW" i got the most votes. I don't know what made you guys gave me that vote, maybe cause i'm tall and have those scary looks? HAHAS.
When i first started my duty as a monitor, i myself tried my best to give all the teachers a good impression of me, I SWEARED, i did! But i am just not tht kind of person that can sit there quietly, report to teacher if anyone misbehaviour or disobey and stuffs... So of cause, my behaviour became a downward slope, and went all the way down.
Pouring out my true feelings now, i seriously like the leadership route :)
I know the teachers. have high expectations of me, but i just can't stand it whenever anything happens, the teacher will just go "LYNETTE, as a monitor, why didn't you ... do this and that..." and when teachers say "THIS IS THE WORST 1E1 I'VE EVER SEEN..." HAHAS, sounds familiar? :P
Maybe to some of you, you guys find me a very VAIN person, SHALLOW, "AH LIAN", ATTENTION-SEEKER... but nevermind, cause humans can never be perfect so there will always be some points about you that other people don't like. I admit that YES, i like attention, i've said it in my own blog. I like it when people respect me and give me the attention but in a good way, OF COURSE. I heard tha tother negative impressions are like... very FAKE, DRAMATIC. YES, i may be dramatic, but never fake. I'm not like some type of people, infront and behind the teachers have two different faces. And i know that Miss Tan doesn't really have a good impression of me now, I'm not trying to speak good of myself here, or praise myself. But please don't get the wrong impression that i'm saying this to make people like me, and BLAH...
A very big thank-you, to those that have been supporting me, and treat me as a true friend. Those that always come when i organise those little little class trips which always 5 to 6 people turned up... Thank-you 1E1, for listening to me in at least 1 out of 10 times when the class is noisy, this proves that you guys are not that bad anyway :P
Theres really alot alot more that i want to say, but its around the same thing,
THANKS FOR THE WONDERFUL & SPECIAL MEMORIES THAT YOU GUYS GAVE ME IN 1E1, 2009.
Be it, that you guys hate or like me. Cause' theres 99.9% a feeling, that i won't be the one leading 2E1, 2010. But of course, i will gladly still organise class trips, cause i don't know wh y but i just like organising this kind of stuffs.
And may 2010 be a FUFUILLING & WONDERFUL year for you! Lets all work hard together for 3E1, 2011! :)
CY.A GUY.S TOMORRO.W! =)
Signing off,
L♥NETTE.KUA ツ